Inspiration Nation

I made this a  wile a go[I was bored and stuck ] so  this is me. here ya go lol

 

 

* Goals*

 

What I want for the Future

 

·               December 21, 2007

·                a Lexus  >sc430 luxury coupe (but i will most likely want a newer one in the future)

·               to work with Kimora lee Simmons

·               to own a Dance Team

·               be a guest on the Tyra Banks show

·               work with  Simone Legno

·               work with Fafi

·               build a Rec-Center

·               have Rev Runs  2 youngestSon's as celebrity Models

·               my own Private School

·               a Ebony Doll Clothing Line

·               work with Square-Enix

·               Signature Collectable Ebony Dolls

·               a Teen Centric Library

·               a Ad in Ebony Magazine

·               a Interview in Ebony Magazine

·               a Movie Theater( that dosnt just have new movies but each  Screen will have a type of movie assigned to it like 

·               theater1 Anime,theater2 Documenturys, theater3 Western, theater4 Musicals ect. ect. and it will play everything  brand new, old school ,indie ect. ect.

·               have Kimora Lee Simmons Daughters as Celebrity Model

·               a Teen Centric Restaurant

·               an Ad in The Rundown magazine

·               to be Interviewed in The Rundown magazine

·               a Ebony Doll Shopping Mall( the disney world of fashion)

·               work With the Achitect Frank Gehry (he designed the EMP!!!

·               my Ebony Dolls in FAO Schwarz

·               Design Doll Cothing for Blythes

·               work with  Colleen Atwood (my favorite Costume Designer and fellow Washingtonian)

·               work with Cat Williams

·               work with Jonas  &  Fancios of 75 music

·               work with  So Me Social Conscious Clothing

·               have my own manga

·               a interactive Ebony  Doll  Shopping Mall where you can actually walk through the different Stores like a Sim

·               a story and life for every one of my Ebony Dolls and Tear Droplets

·               an Monthly News letter of fashion fun an Inspiration

·               My own personal design of Sony Erricson cell phones

 

Lord willing one day God will allow me to have some of these things or  see some of these Dreams become a Reality.

 

 

 I used to watch this movie over...and over....and over again when I was younger, it's such a cute teenage sweetheart movie there arn't very many teenage musicals(worth watching) nowadays unless highschool musical counts(how dare they call those balls of fluff musicals...ghrrrr) hahah whatching this again it seems I've some how tured into the characters I used to love gidget,sara from little giants, annie, and all the other leading young ladys I always loved....im just wating for my happy ending

enjoy^-^!!!

I love this anime I've have missed most [ALLL] of it but I'm starting all over to watch it from the very beginning its a bit crazy and out-of-wack but I'm pretty sure thats why it's so interesting. Haruko Haruhara(pink haired alien girl) is sooooooo amazing I wanna be like that when im her age...um...I think...

Teardrops of  Hope

 

 

Sadness falls like rain from the tear ducks of my eyes

Staining my cheeks with aspirations, hopes and dreams far gone

 

 Lost in a thunder storm of emotion and pain

Yet I must carry on;

 

Though the wind blows in all directions and the walls are closing in

I must blow back, I must try harder, I must fight and I must win

 

So that healing can commence and so rebuilding can begin

 

   not for me, oh not for me the chance for me is far past gone

no I shall turn the tables and for the younger I’ll be strong

 

for I may not have a future and I may not have a prayer

 there may not be a life for me but I can give them theirs

 

I use my life to give them life and take on all the wrong

 and for them yes the future..... For Them I will stay strong

Right Now I'm getting ready for bedie bye so goodie goodie night night and swell dreams to all.

Ebony Earlon Patterson the 1st

Well arn't I the smart one...... lets see huh..... what happen was..........[hold up I'll start with somthing else] I love drawing, sketching, doodling, writing or anything that can have the potencial to drown in Ebonyness. A couple of days ago I was drawing a picture, a sort of simi-version of my self through emotions [if that makes sense to anyone besides myself] but I happened to be drawing in the Gym (of the rec-center) why was I doing that you ask?? Well in short I was stupid and naive but my excuse was boredom, so I sat there and doodled away, drawing my doooodlelified emotional self portrait [did I mention that the person(me) was nude, see that really dosn't bother me but people that don't even know that I draw..... could possible take it the wrong way, so like I said drawing,nude,gym,kids,boys,ppl,me, naive and stupid] and of course a young man about my age askes me what I am doing and like a little girl with no sense of what only knowing a small amount of information can do to another persons brain, answered "drawing" and from that point on he was desperate to know what infact I was drawing and for that matter if I could draw.....but I was oblivious so I sat in my little inspiration nation designing the figure and speaking my mind(on paper) he silently snuck behind me, and as soon as he seen it he let out a large gasp, which made me spin around faster than the gunmen you seen on old westerns. He apologized as soon as our eyes met and promised he wouldn't tell anyone, I tried to explain it too him but his answer was the typical "oh sure.....I believe you" with the eyeroll at the end. Now he teases me everyday asking if Iv'e been "DRAWINGGGG..... again" last night at light house he did it again but I decided not to let the fact that he thinks I'm homosexual bother me, so I simply told him Yes and that I'll bring some of my pictures for him and our friends to see on monday[I'm terribly afraid of people seeing anything I draw..... some people call it insecure but I call it being caucious....and keeping my self emotionaly stable because I know my doodles suck and I don't need negative reinforcement] so wish me luck because tomorrow I'm gonna need it.

Ebony Earlon Patterson the 1st

Happiness Will Reign

 

My heart is weak and so is my will

But I’ll be strong one day;

I will no longer cry out tears filled with doubt, self hate and pain

One day and one day soon only happiness will reign.

 

 

 

 

                                                                                                                                              Ebony Doll

In the middle of no where

 

 

Wile thinking I began to wonder through paths inside my mind,

I find myself without a roadmap not knowing where to go or where I’m headed.

I realize with certainty that with out a reachable destination, a guide would do me no good

So I continue going nowhere in body and in mind

Till finally I reach a dead end where reality and fantasy collide,

Leaving me with less tears than regrets and undoubtedly alone in the middle of nowhere.

I need to go this year!!!!!!! i've been wanting to go to Teen Vogue Fashion U for a wile now but I never got the chance so, this year is the year

Ebony Earlon Patterson the 1st